Hi everyone!

Welcome to my blog. This collection of fables is about my life as an animal in a society. 


Hi.. Everyone. Nice to meet you o_o.. .


First, allow me to introduce myself, 

I'm Ryunosuke-saurs. I think I'm an alpha carnivores here... kind tyrannosaurus rex in Cretaceous period but, as far as I can draw a dragon I cant draw better the this. 



However, it has been over 67 million years since then. After a long evolution in this day I'm just a chicken. An omnivore's being that cannot see in the dark.

Actually chicken is new version of t-rex was still debatable by historian and scientist, but for me it's an perfect analogy. 

I want to be a powerful wild alpha being who feared by a million species in the world, and to be the holder at the top of the food chain. So, I can survive as the last one in the end of the world.

But ironically, I naturally experienced a change, one that allowed me to let go of everything I had to keep surviving. As like as a deposed king.


Then currently to be a chicken is the best way. Hiding, acting, pretending to be crazy and autism, some time pretending to be dead. I'll do anything to keep myself as a low as an looser. But on the other side, I try keep running and moving. Just for survive.

No one is considered equal. I'm just kind of a live stock. Someday, I will be thrown away along with their excrement.

And then before that day is come, let's see what I'll do later... *_* . see you >_<


My Education

My current educational status is bachelor degree. It's not something I can be proud of because in fact, until now, I still have difficulty writing because the letters I use are often misspelled or in reverse position.

Apart from that, I also had a traumatic experience in reading, so which still has an impact today, for example reading announcements in public places. So that's way I never see the world.


Some time ago, I had try to learn coding, till I can make my own webpage, and I also try to make some kind of tutorial on it.

I really getting enthusiasm in coding, because of I really need to understand about the meme about programming world.

Base on the very rapid development of technology especially in programming made me change my mind, I think my device already got the limit, then I leave. You know what I have not enough money to upgrade my device.


My Hobby

Actually I really love drawing, but I stopped at the age of 8 because my parents told me so "What a disgusting creation...".

And someone in my class also claim my artwork is far enough from the a college student who work as a pro artist, and he also said, "You will never be like him, looser!". 


Since that day I never use my enthusiasm in drawing anymore. While in the art class, deep inside me always said "What a useless hours."

So that way my Dragon: T-Rex is far enough form normal.



About Me

Stupid or moronic are extremely inappropriate words to describe me. In fact, I'm afraid stupid or moronic people would be offended if their intellectual level were compared to mine.


Because I'm super very very very very dopey moron dump. There is many prove of it.

Based on my academic rank in class I always got the one bigger value. The exemplary students who always reach top rank student use me as material for ridicule. He is a good guy because he just call me "moron".

A teacher also call me "a failed product."

And also my parent contribution who try bind me with chain under the deepest ocean, with their kind of word like 'irresponsibility', 'stealer', 'liar', and 'idiot'. 


With their powerful position, my parent successfully to build me as a serious people who doesn't not really can do a joke. Make me always try take the problem seriously, because of that, I have several times I have been finish them off because of their jokes o_o.

Besides that my parent also set some configuration on me as a quiet, does not have any to rebel sense, and not interfere in their affairs, and the effect is my abusive can be controlled. They said, "A good person is a someone who doesn't shout their voice, don't do an abusive action to response things."

So, I want to be a good person, then I must me quite, and serious like a cool fool. Actually, they way they treat me stay still with their shout imputation as dominance like an alpha beast.

What they setup on me not make me survive in the wild of school society live. Even I'm not show up my fang and claw I'll be a prey of the society. Some students think my face is funny enough, some students also think I'm weak, and slow with my fat body. So they are treat me like a Clown. Even I can tell any joke, you know what their word to call me "PIG!!!". Whole of class is full of laughing. 

Pig is not quite enough to satisfy their laugh, because the accumulated stress is not enough to be released by just laughing. They are need more satisfaction things, like conspiracy, slander, target, even accusations of pros** to make their fill like a cool hero of justice.

I know that's not funny enough,
Well then I be a clown, and my name added a dirty title, at school and at home.


*~What an awesome of my character building?



As you read before, how freaky enough am I?

I'm poor, unknowledge to gettering knowledge basic things like read or write, and I have bury my hobby deep down in my memories. With my intelligence level is super very very very very dopey dumpy moron, I now living as coolly satisfaction tools will useless educational degrees.

Yeah, for now I just trying hard to survive and keep alive despite being a chicken, and sometimes trying to smile a little.



This text is doesn't for to gathered the reader's pity. I just wanna tell you an important think, when I wrote this text I'm in the deep down of my live, I have nothing good on me. Just me and my own limitations.

I think there are many people out there who are suffering more than me. But if you think there's still a little bit above me on me... wake up... keep doing something, and you will the daybreak someday.

o_o